Odd one out.
No matter who I’m with I’m always seen as the fat, ugly girl. I did feel like that last night as well as my best friends are a size 8, flat stomachs, really pretty… Then there’s me. I don’t want all the boys attention because that’s not what I’m about, but it doesn’t half make me feel like no one will be interested. It kinda makes me feel worthless to a certain point. It’s horrible. I may only be 18 but I’m 18… Soon I’ll be 21 and then 30 and I know before I know it I’m older and probably won’t find the one I’m meant to be with as I believe there is someone for everyone (cheesy I know, but I’m a hopeless romantic). I don’t want life to pass me by without me finding the one thing that’ll lead me to fulfilling my dream. I want my dream to come true.
"Don’t do that. Don’t skip stages in your life. You’re 19, kiss a few boys and wear your heart on your sleeve. There will come a time when you’re 39 and stuck in a suit, wondering why the hell you were so eager to grow up in the first place."
Children’s Book Explaining Homosexuality